Here is the story.

I wanted to draw a woman and man lost in dancing. The inspiration quickly came to me, but the struggle to find the right image lasted whole day. I became preoccupied with the thought that I am bad at drawing people. Since the senior year in undergraduate when someone told me that my people look cartoonish, I dare not put people in my art work. I deeply deeply want to overcome this hurdle.

so I started again. drawing figure bone by bone. It’s been a hard day. I have been having hot flashes. I don’t feel like doing any house work. My house is a mess.

And I am left with this one bad drawing copied from a figure drawing book I checked out from the library. I need to go to bed.